I have to leave the house tomorrow!!! I can't spend this much time in an apartment on my own. I need human contact!
To be fair, I was invited to drinks tonight, but the wind, rain, cold and ache in my ankle deterred me.
Even now as I look out my window the trees are attacking each other in the wind. It's supposed to be 1 degree here on Monday... brrrrrrr.

Anyway, I did actually do a few useful things today and I didn't eat any icecream (coz if I'm not going out for a drink then I'm sure as hell not venturing out for icecream!). Studied Finnish... and remembered why I stopped. It's so HARD! But it is something I have always wanted to do... so I really feel like I should put the effort in. It's the best time and all that... but still, it's really hard.

I spoke to two people on the phone today. One of them made me feel really happy and the other made me really depressed. Both of them inspired me to leave Finland but for completely different reasons. I'm dreaming about New York City...

But I'm gonna stick it out here. I'm gonna make more of an effort though. Check out some new places, see some exhibitions, go swimming naked...

I'm totally uninspired tonight. I've been trying to write a song all day but I can't seem to play any chords other than A and E minor... and the lyrics are more positive than that. I need to find some motivation.