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Thursday, October 05, 2006

Here's to you Mrs Guthwert...

Tonight is her last.
I'm not sure why I feel like this wedding is so important... I have been to many before.
But this one, it seems more real. Maybe because I can imagine myself in the same position, someday.

Tonight she will be Laine for the last time.
I wish her so much love and hope that it hurts.

I want to see her, to look at her one more time as her old self.

I am too sentimental.
Chapters end... books end... yet I still want to turn another page.
To start afresh is difficult, but I understand and have experienced that it can prove more rewarding.
I am almost in tears every time I imagine her standing next to him, promising to love him forever.

I am almost in tears because I don't believe it in principle... but I want to believe it so much.
My heart is breaking just imagining it. The humility, the modesty or surrendering, giving yourself to another and believing with all your heart it is true. I can't think otherwise.

It is true.
It is love.
It will be.

I wish you bluebirds in the Spring,
To give your heart a song to sing.
And then a kiss, but more than this
I wish you love.

posted by Nina @ 10:07 PM  1 comments